Again!

So I have decided that I am in much need of slimming down. Especially since I weigh almost as much as I did in high school, and that is not a good thing at all!! So this Sunday I started back on Weight Watchers... actually I tried to start last week and I realized how absolutely horrible my eating habits have been! It’s BAD!! So on Sunday, I started for real. I’m proud to say that I have already lost 2 pounds! Flippin awesome possum!! If I can just keep it up I’ll be set!

I know last time I did Weight Watchers was in the semester I graduated high school (in 2003) and the results were outstanding! I lost about 50lbs and I looked flippin cute! And tiny! I miss those days... I could wear stuff out of the little kids section!

2004

2005

So this is my new goal… I want to lose 45 lbs. I don’t have a time limit because I know if you lose the weight too quick the quicker you pack it back on too.

Another thing on my to-do-list sis to get an indoor bike with a program that adds resistance, so it will be like I am outside and going up and down hills. In fact, that is another one of my goals… hills. I would like to be able to be able to bike up Bankhead Pkwy on Monte Sano eventually. Might be a long time before I achieve that one though. That piece would be sooo hard! I don’t see how people do it. I drive up there and I see people biking up it like it’s no problem. I can’t imagine! Makes me tired just thinking about it… ;) I’d have to haul me and the bike up the mountain! Whew!

If anyone would like to join me in this challange that would be awesome! :)

Have You Ever Noticed....?

That when it rains it flippin pours!!

So much stuff going on... Lately, everytime think I'm doing good and trying to improve myself or my situation, I seem to always get shot down. Its sooo FRUSTRATING!!

I wish I could have a one-on-one, in person, with Heavenly Father so I can get realtime answers. That would be so nice! :)

I thought I had a job at Huntsville Hospital on one of the neuro floors... actually I did have it until some chick that used to work on that floor, called up there and wanted her old job back. I could kick her in the face ;) I could have been making decent money again and the nurse manager was cool and it would have been awesome, but NO! GRRRRRRRRRRR! Looks like I'm still stuck in freakin Decatur! :( I would like to blow that place off the map sometimes. And it also looks like I will be purchasing a new car sooner than I wanted. There's nothing wrong with it now, but it is getting way up there in miles and its only a 2006 and has about 80,000mi. Not to mention the $300/mo it costs in gas to get over there. If I didn't have the bast parents in the whole flippin world I wouldn't be able to make it... not just monetarily (though that's the main reason) but also they are a lot of support. They are troopers; they have to hear all of my whining. Be glad you're not them ;)

UAH is being difficult too. I don't know what to to about that... we'll have to see.

And then Blue Cross Blue Shield is GAY! I need to have a couple of procedures done on my legs and because I got the doctor I work for to write me an order for compression stockings (so my legs don't kill me by the end of the day) before I went to see the vascular surgeon I can't have them done til next flippin June! GAY!!

If only there was a rewind button... I would rewind this mess to about Feb of 2008. I would have a job in the ER at Crestwood and my stress would be 3/4 gone! If only...

One last whine.... babies= UGH!!! Why are there so many prego ladies right now?
The End!!!! (YAY!!)